Life’s been good. :3

Life’s been good. So far.
I’m probably the worst person on earth for trying to pursue my happiness, but oh well, at least I’m happy now. At least I don’t feel like giving up on life as much now. Which makes me fucking happy. So… yay. :D

Syith is really a nice guy… Someone said, you’ve finally found someone worth your love. Right now? That seems so true. So I’m gonna stick with that. And I’m gonna be happy with that too. :3

Some of you would probably hate me, especially after I’ve adhered to this guy after being with someone for 2 years… But then again, most of you have been telling me to break up him during those 2 years. In fact, way before the first year ended too, to be precise.

Maybe, right now, you might think that I’m a horrible woman/girl  and that I should have never gone near Tenma back then. But then again, he himself have told me that at the start of the relationship, once upon a time, that he was intending to stick with me until someone better comes along. Awesome confession during a relationship, eh? As if telling me that “all that has changed” is going to help make it better. Ha!

This is one of those moments where I feel like I was meant to help people see that a girl can treat a guy decently. I’m not saying that I’m the awesome-est person in the whole wide world, because eventually I’m going to feel like giving up and eventually realise that this guy MIGHT not be the optimal choice for me eventually (which usually happens after quite some time ._. Quite a long time. ._.) but when my heart is true and my love is real, I give my all to make sure that you get the affection that you deserve. Yes, deserve.

Ahhh… Enough about my random shit.

Lots of things have happened: I’m older now. I’ve dyed and gone through pretty much a few weird colours for my hair now (blue, red, purple, orange, black, brown, pink(?)). I’ve learnt a few interesting things about life from Syith and I’m glad that I’m a better person now. Also that I care more about myself now. I used to be selfless. Now…? Ehh… Not saying that I’m selfish… I’m just more aware of what is essential for me to function better as a human and what I should do to keep myself happy.

I stopped reading his blog. Too.

That is, until Syith told me about his updates. I’m amused. So like… you exhausted yourself… So you had to be sent for treatment for being too chiong. Also that you smoked despite having asthma. Also despite the fact that I bloody hate smokers. Awesome. Good job. Keep up the good work. Keep trying to make me hate you and keep trying to kill yourself slowly with that. Also did you forget how i LOOK at smokers? I make friends with them as long as the stay the fuck away from me when smoking. But I hate the smell, the smoke, the everything. Thanks for making me feel more disgusted at you.

Good job.Here’s a round of applause for your efforts to make me hate you, or the lack thereof. If you chose the latter, it’ll probably make me hate you more. Heh.

Moving on… It makes me feel good that I’m missed by you people… I didn’t expect to be missed… It makes me happy when I realised that you guys still want me around. >.< Thank you guys. Everyone, thank you. I missed you lot too :(

Not really looking forward to school reopening… So… Like… Meh. ._.
BUT! JCG’S AGM IS COMING! AND THERE’LL BE A NEW BATCH OF KIDDIES! YAY!!! MORE LOLIS TO- eh. I meant, more younglings to poke and propagandise and spread the love of otakuism :D

On another note… If you’re worried about me, just come to me and ask me. Don’t be shy! :D You know I open up to people easily.
And vice versa, If you’ve got anything that you need help in, just come to me and ask me for help. A listening ear? I’m here to help. If you’re my friend, you’ll know I love you. If you’re my friend, you’ll know I’m willing to help you. Because my awesome-ness is unparalleled :DDDDD

See you at Cosfest / SOYC. :D