Empty

Suddenly feeling empty all of a sudden. Anyway, I need to change my blogskin... Eventually. Or shut it down. I don't really know what I should do with this.

Shutting it down... May not be the best idea, since most of my teenage years are reflected in here and... that other one. Teenage Rara seems happier and has a much better mood. I feel sad for myself that I'm becoming less jovial.

But then again, Teenage Rara seems happy all the time, but is sad most of the time inside. The current Rara doesn't really show her joy as much, but she's content most of the time.

The current Rara is also a little more self controlled, in a way. Is this... growing up...?

Another dimension does not equate to a parallel universe.

A parallel universe is one whereby a different set of actions causes a turn of events and thus creates a whole new world in its entirety and repercussions of said actions. An alternate dimension is a world whereby the 3 vectors currently known to man has been expanded or reduced, of which may have the same chain of events as the current world of which man knows of, yet may be perceived differently due to the nature of the increase or decrease in number of dimensions in said alternative world.

Oh rara you lazy ass

Oh. Maybe not. Maybe just busy I guess...?

Haven't had proper sleep in the past few months because of school. I'M SO GLAD YOU LIVE SO CLOSE TO SCHOOL. YAY FOR FALLING ASLEEP UNDER THE LEAF AND SNORING MY ASS OFF :D

I haven't updated on my life in so long because... well, nothing's happening to my life. Maybe a few events. A few prop making sessions. Maybe a few almost sleepless nights. Maybe a few camps. Maybe TERM BASED SUBJECTS OTL. Srsly, wtf, term based sucks balls. :<

Been really really really tired recently. So tired. Gah. Well, at least I still FB and talk to people once in a while.

Made lots of awesome food recently. I guess I have your previous teachings to thank, I guess. It's costing me a lot of money though. I think I'd rather go back to having an unrefined taste instead. The ALMOST vegetarian rara is SO MUCH MORE LOW MAINTENANCE. LIEK SRSLY.

Being so busy and so much of a procrastinator I've completely forgotten about my intentions of sending back your stuff. Until I saw them at BLIC. Ahh, they're such nice people. I hope you're taking care of them. And then shortly after that day I was immersed in work AGAIN and I completely forgotten about it again. And oh hey, it's your birthday. ._. Shit. It's been a year already? Well, almost or over a year, I guess, depending on where you want to start counting where it all fell apart.

Anyway~ Another school term is starting... And moar stuff to learn! Liek, wao. I just want to get everything over and done with so I can be a jolly little lump of yay instead of MEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Ahh, jolly rara is good. JOLLY RARA IS HAPPY. I DON'T LIEK MEHHHHHHHHHHHH RARA. IT'S NOT GOOD FOR HEALTH.

Speaking of health. My health is in probably the worst shape ever right now. Srsly. WORST. SHAPE. EVAR. I guess the people around me aren't doing much better. SYITH, PLEASE START LISTENING TO WHAT ME AND EDWIN HAS BEEN TELLING YOU ABOUT. STOP SACRIFICING YOUR HEALTH FOR OUR SAKE. YOU NEED TO PUT YOURSELF FIRST. DAMNIT.

Seriously. Y U NO TAKE CARE? Prioritize yourself, please? :< All of us are like, THANKS FOR SAVING OUR ASSES AND SAVING THE DAY AGAIN BUT WHY YOU NO TAKE CARE AND WHY YOU KEEP PUSHING YOURSELF? D:

Edwin's starting to become more naggy than our moms combined. IT'S A SIGN.

Hmm... What else do I have to add? Ahh, yes. Did you know that apples in karei sauce taste awesome? Not tomatoes though.

OKAY. BACK TO REALITY. YAY FOR LACK OF SLEEP AND MORE SHIT TO DO.

In Hotmail, recently there's been a bug that prevents us from creating new rules for sorting new messages.

I've figured out a way to solve this problem using the browser GOOGLE CHROME.

Everyone's link for this fix is DIFFERENT, so I can't spoon feed you the exact links to click, but I can guide you step by step.

1. Go to the mail website @ mail.live.com
2. Go to the top right hand corner where your name is and open the drop down menu / dialogue.
3. Click Options.
4. On the left sidebar, click on Mail Options.
5. Second column under Customizing Hotmail > Rules for sorting new messages
6. There's two irritating buttons, namely "New" and "Delete"
7. Here's why you need Google Chrome. Right click on "New" and in the dialogue that comes up, click "Inspect Element".

The inspect element menu will come out at the bottom of the window.
What you will see HIGHLIGHTED is something like this:

< input id="NewFilter" type="button" name="NewFilter" class="UiButton" value="New" onclick="$BSI.navigateTo('EditRule.aspx?n=XXXXXXXXXX');" >


XXXXXXXXXX is a series of numbers and will vary each time you create a new rule.

Double click on the line of text after "onclick"
and copy "EditRule.aspx?n=XXXXXXXXXX"

Your current URL should look like this:

http://xxxxxx.Xxxxxx.mail.live.com/default.aspx?rru=options#!/mail/ManageRules.aspx?n=XXXXXXXXXX

Replace "ManageRules.aspx?n=XXXXXXXXXX" with "EditRule.aspx?n=XXXXXXXXXX".

Please thank me if this helped. ^^

I'm not that evil

I'm not THAT evil. Maybe just a little bit.

For all the tears and all the sears in my heart, it makes me happy when I see you cry.

Hmm...

After so many weeks of spending time on more important shit like school, I've finally found time to snuggle with my bed... And snuggle with my blanket, my soft toys...

And then I remembered. Warranty Seal and Tenma Cat.

Should have thrown those away by now but I'm still keeping them.
The shirt too. His mom's book too.

Hmm... The soft toys... the Happy Pills... The keychain? Keeping. They're good for memories 10 years in the future.

The shirt and the book...? I need to find time to stop procrastinating and give them back. Seriously. It's taking too long. =/

I mean like, it's been nearly half a year ._. Rara, get off your ass and do something about it
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Tenma Cat still creeps me out in the middle of the night with those big black eyes though. =/

You know something?

You know something...?

You reap what you sow.